Here we’ll share practical perspectives, understandings, insights and realisations about self, the mind, the physical, the world, consciousness – and everything and all else in-between as the multi-dimensional existence that we currently consist of and exist as; and within that: practical support and assistance methods/tools/techniques of facing this existence as self in the process of standing-up and standing-together in changing ourselves to change the world.

My Relationship with Emotions (Part Two)

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My Relationship with Emotions (Part Two)


Quantum Time and Physical Space-Time Equilibrium (continued)

Who I am as Patience (continued)

In the next post we’ll start with our relationship to emotional/feeling energy – start with seeing, realising and understanding how we’ve “fallen into a relationship” with emotional/feeling energy, without knowing that we can in fact decide, direct and establish who/how we are in relation to emotional/feeling energy of the Mind/Consciousness. Also, why it is important to in fact UNDERSTAND what emotional/feeling energy is and how we have consequentially been using/abusing it – simply because we have not taken the responsibility in/as our Self-Awareness for who we are and how/what we live within ourselves.

Having a look again at the moment you face the emotional experience of impatience, you can also practically do this for yourself – walk a day in your life / a week / a month and observe yourself when becoming impatient: what thoughts arise and how the emotion affects your physical body. Most importantly – observe yourself in the moment you DECIDE to become impatient.
Many who have recent memories of impatience, may not be able to relate to ‘the moment of Decision’ with becoming impatient…and you won’t, because our relationship to / with emotions, such as impatience, have been an ‘automatic response-pattern’ that we have programmed into our Consciousness from a decision made a LONG time ago, so long ago – you cannot even remember when you made the decision. It could have been done by observing how your parents respond to time / schedules / appointments and/or friends, or from watching a movie or reading a book. You can ‘play’ with this for yourself and see who you in your family / past and/or from where have you observed such a response-pattern in your life and accordingly made a decision through acceptance that “this is the way I am supposed to be / respond” and/or “this is the way things are”. From that moment, now a memory inside your mind and body – you have come to automatically respond to time / schedules / appointments and the unpredictable nature of space-time reality with impatience.

It is fascinating to walk the Mind Construct Process within the Desteni I Process Course, because herein – you learn how to walk through your own Mind to identify how memories have come to define you and so most of your automatic response / reaction patterns to your own Mind / Relationships and Life in general. Personally, I have found that this was one of the main things that contributed to experience resistance with walking Mind Constructs – walking through my Mind, my Memories: the fact that so much of who I had become, was not “me”, but a ‘patchwork’ / ‘tapestry’ of information / data and memories of what I copied / imitated from others and throughout my life accepted as “me” – never questioning, really, where so much of my thoughts / reactions and behaviours that I could see was compromising myself and my life was really coming from. So, in this – you really face the question “who am I”, “how am I” and “why am I”; which is something we tend to fear because we so desperately want to believe that we’re ‘unique’ / ‘individual’ / ‘special’…‘my own ME’; when in fact: you’re not and never have been. It’s only when you start introspecting the thoughts, reactions and the memories you accepted that shaped / formed your response-patterns / self-experience and then actually start changing your decision within ‘who am I, how am I and why am I’ that your potential / individual self expression emerge for the first time.

For example – having a look at the reaction of Impatience: this is something most do when it comes to the relationship with time and unpredictability in this reality; having similar thoughts and so a similar emotional response. Whereas, if you’d give yourself the opportunity to walk self-forgiveness in the moment when you find the thoughts and emotions that relate to impatience comes up, and in that moment set yourself free to decide who you are, how you are and why you are – herein you for the first time in fact give yourself the opportunity to DECIDE with awareness, and especially within the principle of what’s best for all. Because, when you’re reacting with Impatience – you in fact only think about yourself, how YOU feel / experience yourself that you then embody. Whereas, if you’d for a moment forgive the thoughts and emotions, breathe, decide to stabilize yourself and consider the reality of the moment, the appointments / time / schedule and others and their lives that are involved – you can approach the moment / situation with awareness, have access to more information and so from here decide on a plan / approach as a practical solution.
What you can consider looking at for yourself is: you know how, why and who you’re going to be if you accept / allow yourself to react in impatience as you’ve walked down this road inside your own mind many times before. However, if you’d give yourself this opportunity to release yourself from the automatic response-pattern and instead assess the moment, yourself and others practically, realistically within commonsense and stability – it is fascinating how surprising the entire moment and experience can be/become; even what you can learn about yourself.

I will continue more in the next post explaining / sharing the process of how emotional reactions / response-patterns change / transform to self-expression; and how this process of walking from the Quantum Time dimensions of Consciousness into and as the equilibrium of Space and Time in the Physical – assist and support with understanding what it means to Live Patience.

My Relationship with Emotions

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My Relationship with Emotions


Quantum Time and Physical Space-Time Equilibrium (continued)

Who I am as Patience (continued)

For context from the previous post:
In the next post, we will continue with how we’re going to change our relationship from Energy + Mind = consequential relationship with the physical body to SELF/Awareness + Mind = equal and one relationship with the physical body as the process of aligning quantum time and physical space-time into equilibrium within and as ourselves and so finally into and as the real living expression of/as Patience.

Look – the ‘problem’ we face with the “rock bands” as the energy (emotions and feelings) of the Mind Consciousness System is the nature and content of the SONGS that the rock bands produce, meaning – how it is that the INSTRUMENTS are being used. So the same with the Mind – the problem we face with the Mind is HOW WE USE it and the nature and content of what we produce within the Mind. So, what firstly needs to change is our relationship to the Mind, how we use its instruments / infrastructure and from there – re-align the relationship of the Mind as ourselves into and as the Physical Body. Again, we’re faced with the same ‘problem’: we have accepted and allowed ENERGY (emotions and feelings) to direct/produce who/how we are within the Mind – instead of our self-awareness / commonsense; and it has been this relationship between energy and the mind that has separated us from ourselves and our direct, equal and one relationship with the physical body.

Look, as we have explained in interviews on EQAFE: it’s not that the Mind-itself is ‘bad’ – it’s how we’re using it that is the ‘problem’. Fascinating, the emphasis here being “it’s how WE’RE using it that is the problem” – so the Responsibility of the Mind – its nature and content, is existent within our relationship to it in relation to what we accept / allow existing within and as our Minds. Thus, again I state: It’s not the MIND in itself that is the problem – but WHO WE ARE within and as it. Here – the “Mind” being: thoughts, the internal conversations we have within ourselves, imaginations / projections / fantasies, emotions and feelings, behavioural patterns etc. Essentially, the “Mind” being everything we use to express / live and function within ourselves, our world and relationship to others.

What has to be seen, realised and understood when it comes to the Mind and who/how we are within and as it – is that we have a relationship with it. This means, as with the context of relationships – two (or more) parties are involved that will affect / influence each other based on the agreement that exist between the parties / individuals as to the context of the relationship. The context of the relationship being:
-          What you and/or the other want to achieve within the relationship. ‘Achievements’ standing within the context of ‘goals’ – short-term and long-term.
-          How you and/or the other can support each other’s strengths and weaknesses – to grow within the relationship individually and together
-          Establishing effective communication – when communicating, your words and definitions are aligned, so that both always  know where you stand with each other when communicating and no miscommunication can ensue because of not understanding each other’s words and definitions attached to them
-          What exactly the relationship means to each-other, where is the relationship starting-off, where do you want to take the relationship, what you want to change about yourself / together to become stronger in life and living
-          Really getting to know yourself and the other – INTIMACY, to so be able to establish where you stand with yourself and so the other, so that there is never a doubt in who you are individually and together
So, in terms of ‘relationships’ - just having a look at the general nature of relationships, I can continue with a long list of how one can for example look at your relationship with another individual and construct / create the relationship effectively as a process where two individuals come together in to realise how a relationship can become an effective platform of creation, individually and together.

The point I’d like to make here is that: we often just “fall into relationships” with other people – we do not actively really sit down with ourselves and the other individual(s) and really go in-depth into our consciousness / who/how we are / who/how the other is and see what potential the relationship has to really facilitate a process of individual growth, expansion and development. We have done the same with our own Minds – we have simply “fallen into a relationship” with it, without realising that we have the directive, power, ability and responsibility to in fact DECIDE and CREATE an effective relationship with our OWN MINDS – where the Mind and who/how we are within it SUPPORTS our living in this world and relationship with others, rather than compromising it.
So, what we’re going to be walking in posts to come is having a look at how we’ve simply “fallen into a relationship with the Mind and ESPECIALLY emotional/feeling energy” and how we can change that relationship to the Mind – our thoughts, backchats, imaginations, emotional/feeling energy = where the Mind becomes an EXTENSION of who/how we are and what we want to live/experience. What I am going to show / illustrate especially is how – emotional/feeling energy, the very energy experiences that has facilitated the separation between Quantum Time and Physical Space and Time, purely exists because we have used emotional/feeling energy as our “Conscience” the ‘deciding factor’ of who/how we are in the Mind and so our living – because we haven’t established our AWARENESS, our SELF-AWARENESS as the deciding factor / ‘conscience’ when it comes to making decisions in relation to who we are and how/what we live.

In the next post we’ll start with our relationship to emotional/feeling energy – start with seeing, realising and understanding how we’ve “fallen into a relationship” with emotional/feeling energy, without knowing that we can in fact decide, direct and establish who/how we are in relation to emotional/feeling energy of the Mind/Consciousness. Also, why it is important to in fact UNDERSTAND what emotional/feeling energy is and how we have consequentially been using/abusing it – simply because we have not taken the responsibility in/as our Self-Awareness for who we are and how/what we live within ourselves.

Quantum Time and Physical Space-Time Equilibrium (Part Three)

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Quantum Time and Physical Space-Time Equilibrium (Part Three)


Who I am as Patience (continued)

We’ll continue in the next post with explaining the consequence the body experience the moment energy is introduced into and as it, how this has created our separation from the physical body, from living in space-time hereness – and so why/how we have not had access into and as the Living Word PATIENCE and the overall consequence this has created in who we are and how we live in our relationship to ourselves and others with not having/living REAL PATIENCE as a Living Word in this Physical Reality.

Now we get to the question: “How are we going to synchronize quantum time and physical space time for the two primary dimensions we exist within and as to support each other – manifesting quantum time and physical space-time into an equilibrium / co-existence?”  

What is clear with the interdimensional-physical research we do through the Portal is that: the Mind and the Body are not ‘co-existing’ – the Mind is dependent on the Body to resource emotional/feeling energy and the Body had come to compromise itself in conditioning its relationship to the Mind to survive as best possible within the consequential mind-body relationship. (Many interviews are available on EQAFE that explains in detail the consequential relationship of the Mind Consciousness System to the Physical body – the extent/degree to which emotional/feeling energy affect/influence the functioning of the physical body)
The common denominator within the relationship between the Mind and the Body: is SELF. The Mind-itself cannot ‘sort itself out’ nor can the Body-itself ‘sort itself out’ – we as our SELF-Awareness have to regulate our relationship to the Mind and so also with the Physical Body. It is understanding this Self-Mind-Body relationship that will assist and support with directing the Mind and the Body into a relationship of co-existence / equilibrium.

So, the first step is directing our relationship to energy – emotional (negative) and feeling (positive) energy, as we illustrated in the beginning of the process we have walked within “Who I am as Patience”; that – ‘beyond’ getting stuck in the emotional and feeling energy of the Mind/Consciousness: it gives one ‘access’ into the physical body’s hereness / movement / expression, which is a foundation within which ‘Self’ can be stable and constant within and as one’s Awareness. At the moment, our Awareness / ‘Self’ is primarily only channelled into the Mind/Consciousness and extensively distracted and preoccupied with only seeing / interacting with thoughts and energies for example – that we do not ‘see’ and are not ‘aware’ of what is here in reality and who we are / how we are in relation to it, but more specifically the realisation that we can CHANGE and DIRECT who we are and how we are in reality, by changing and directing who and how we are within the Mind.
At the moment – we have one building, the physical body. One classical orchestra playing within and as the building (physical body), which is the rhythm, pulse and movement of the space-time expression of the physical body. Then, we have several rock bands playing (representing the effect/influence of emotions and/or feelings on the physical body) in this one building (physical body) that is interfering with the natural rhythm, pulse and movement of the classical orchestra as the space-time expression of the physical body. So, one can place oneself in the shoes of a classical musician and an entire orchestra playing classical music while there are several rock bands playing at the same time.
Therefore, the process is to manifest a relationship between the space-time classical orchestra of the physical body and the quantum time rhythm of the Mind – which will essentially mean to ‘merge the sounds of the classical musical and the rock bands’ so that they compliment each other’s rhythms and sounds and so, essentially, create a “new ONE SOUND / RHYTHM” from a lot of different sounds / rhythms – a “new” mind and body orchestra, if you will.

This does not mean we’re going to align emotional / feeling energy to the physical body, in terms of merging the rock bands with the classical orchestra. Again, we bring your attention to the following sentence “the process is to manifest a relationship between the space-time classical orchestra of the physical body and the quantum time rhythm of the Mind”. What we are going to do is resource the INFRASTRUCTURE of the Mind, the quantum-time reality and align the infrastructure of the Mind with the physical body as the process of merging quantum-time within and as physical space and time so that the two realities assist and support each other. This means the following:
Look – the ‘problem’ we face with the “rock bands” as the energy (emotions and feelings) of the Mind Consciousness System is the nature and content of the SONGS that the rock bands produce, meaning – how it is that the INSTRUMENTS are being used. So the same with the Mind – the problem we face with the Mind is HOW WE USE it and the nature and content of what we produce within the Mind. So, what firstly needs to change is our relationship to the Mind, how we use its instruments / infrastructure and from there – re-align the relationship of the Mind as ourselves into and as the Physical Body. Again, we’re faced with the same ‘problem’: we have accepted and allowed ENERGY (emotions and feelings) to direct/produce who/how we are within the Mind – instead of our self-awareness / commonsense; and it has been this relationship between energy and the mind that has separated us from ourselves and our direct, equal and one relationship with the physical body.

In the next post, we will continue with how we’re going to change our relationship from Energy + Mind = consequential relationship with the physical body to SELF/Awareness + Mind = equal and one relationship with the physical body as the process of aligning quantum time and physical space-time into equilibrium within and as ourselves and so finally into and as the real living expression of/as Patience.