Patience and Time (Part 2)

Patience and Time (Part 2)

Who I am as Patience (continued)

Self Forgiveness:

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have defined the words Patience and Impatience in relation to Time and substantiated the words Patience and Impatience with/as emotional/feeling energy – in so-doing, not seeing/realising and understanding how I have limited myself in relationship to the words as existing within/being tied to Time and Positive/Negative Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the Nature of this self-imposed Limitation in relation to Patience/Impatience being defined in relation to Time and substantiated with emotional/feeling energy where: Every moment I am faced with Time – I will automatically REACT in either Patience as positive energy or Impatience as negative energy. In this, I in fact disempower and so limit myself in relation to time within this Physical Reality through my Mind/Consciousness reaction of Patience/Impatience – which means, Time-itself has power over me, Patience/Impatience has power over me – because Time, Patience and Impatience changes who I am in a moment of interaction within/as physical reality.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I am not self-aware in moments where I react in Patience/Impatience and/or where Impatience build to such an extent that it discharge within my Mind and Body – because this relationship to time is already an existent-program within my Mind that will just automatically activate and essentially instruct me to either React in Patience/Impatience – where, predominantly, I find that I am reacting in Impatience and will most of the time have the Impatience take over/possess my mind/body/being and control/change who I am/how I am in/as such moments.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise and understand how I have defined/substantiated the words Patience/Impatience within/as emotional (negative) and feeling (positive) energy – where I have an EXPERIENCE in relation to the words and the experience gets triggered/activated within my MIND, the Mind within/as which I have conveniently programmed words with definitions/energies so that all I have to do when an events takes place in my external world/reality is “follow the energy / become the energy” and so I create an experience of myself in moments of interacting in my physical world/with others.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to within this see/realise/understand how these experiences only takes places IN MY MIND – and from my Mind will then flow through / into creation within my physical body and so determine my thoughts/words/deeds. So, it’s like the words Patience/Impatience are individual entities/forces in my Mind – ‘waiting to come out and take over’ my Mind/Body. So the question within this is: where am I within this all? Where is my self-awareness if all that I am doing is ‘channelling’ words and their energies / experiences through my Mind and into/as my Body?

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that with having a look at how the words Patience/Impatience more belongs to the ENERGY it produce within my Mind and the fact that the words functions as Reactions to my external environment: that I have to investigate / have a look at who I am as the words Impatience and Patience without the energy, and without limiting it to ONLY TIME, but how the words can assist/support me within and as my practical living process in/as this real physical world.

In the next post, we’re continue exploring this relationship to TIME – how the relationship between Patience, Impatience and Time in the Mind has been programmed – when physical reality in fact moves through ‘sequences of events’ that we measure with “time” in relation to clocks / seconds / minutes / hours. But, what happens with the activation / trigger of the REACTIONS of patience / impatience is that: our Mind focuses on the mechanism we use to measure space and time sequences of events and we don’t often take a lot of factors in reality into consideration when we react in Impatience.

Patience and Time (Part 1)

Patience and Time (Part 1)

Who I am as Patience (continued)

We’ll continue more in the next post with investigating Impatience – especially in relation to how Impatience and also Patience is defined in relation to “time” within our Minds, when there is in fact much more involved within/as Patience /Impatience when it comes to how we define it/live it within our Minds, through our Physical Bodies into creation within/as our Physical World/Reality.

Writing (continued)

Let’s have a look at some questions: How can I practically live Patience? How can I define Patience in such a way that it has a structure/foundation within its definition so that I can implement it in my day-to-day living?

The reason I am asking these questions is because: I can define Impatience for myself – it has a definitive mental and physical reference/experience. However, with Patience – all I at this stage can define it as, is: “being calm/steady when waiting and to not become Impatient”. So, what I have looked at regarding the current definition of Patience is that: Impatience is a circle and out of that circle – another circle emerge, which would be Patience. Thus, Patience flows out of Impatience. But, what I have found within this relationship of Impatience and Patience being interconnected is that they create a Polarity: to be ‘Patient’ one first has to go through Impatience.

Therefore, we have created an emotional and feeling / negative and positive polarity-relationship to Patience and Impatience – with Patience the positive-feeling and Impatience the negative-emotion. With understanding how the Mind Consciousness System operate/function – Polarities always balances each other out. So, as long as Patience and Impatience is connected to emotions/feelings as positive/negative energy in the Mind, is exists as a polarity in the Mind and with that – a polarity that will always try and balance itself out. When you start with Impatience – reacting emotionally in/as Impatience, then you can balance that emotional/negative reaction with Patience as a ‘positive feeling’ that takes over the Mind and Body and then one ‘settle for a moment’. Or, at times – it doesn’t ‘balance out’ from Impatience to Patience and the Impatience reactions/emotional state in the Mind and Body continues building until it ‘discharges’ in the Mind and the Body and one act/speak/exert the accumulated energy out into the world/onto another person.

The next question within this is: does Impatience and Patience then really in fact exist? Meaning, if we look ‘beyond’ the words, into/as through the words and what they actually consist of/exist as – it’s more about the ENERGY, the emotions/feelings that the words produce through our Minds; than the words in fact being practical living principles that assist/support us in our day-to-day living interactions/experiences.

Have a look: If we have defined Impatience and Patience in relation to “time” – and limited the definition of Impatience/Patience in relation to time as well as locking the words into/as emotional/feeling energy; when an external event happens in relation to Time, it will thus ‘trigger / activate’ Impatience, which will trigger/activate the emotional/negative energy that will then lead us to either build/accumulate the reaction and take it out on others/our world and have the energy discharge. Or we’ll ‘band aid’ the emotional reaction through jumping to the positive polarity / feeling energy of/as Patience and then in the Mind and Body ‘settle down for a moment’. But, the thing is: another occasion will manifest in our worlds where we will react to Time – either in the positive/negative as Patience/Impatience and the entire cycle will then repeat. We’re not seeing/realising/understanding how words have come to belong to the Mind – where within/behind words are emotional/feeling energy: instead of Self Awareness. Instead of the words being integrated into/as our Awareness into Physical Practical Living that in fact Produce/Create an experience/relationships that enrich ourselves/our lives and that of others – words have been integrated into/as the Mind/Consciousness and exist within a self-serving nature, as the emotions/feelings only produce a reaction within ourselves, and do not serve to benefit our life/living and relationship to others.

So, now we have to look at the following structure:

We have time as One Circle at the top – with two circles connected to the Initial Circle: the Circle on the left represents Impatience and the Circle on the right represents Patience. With the Impatience filled with negative energy and the Patience filled with positive energy – all tied to the definition/relationship of Time. So, in these relationships of words/energies in relationship to our external environment: every moment ‘Time’ is triggered within our worlds in relation to Patience/Impatience – out comes the energy-reactions, both of which only benefit ourselves and/or create consequence in our world in relationship to others.

So, what does it mean, then – to remove the emotional/feeling energy charges and integrate the words Impatience/Patience into/as Self-Aware Living?

This we’ll continue with in the next post