From Fighting time to Walking with Time (Part Two)
Who I am as Patience (continued)
Self-Commitment Statements (continued)
I commit myself to show how – this change in the relationship to
Time and Sequences of Events: consists of practical solutions that allow me to change
and direct myself in reality. Previously: I would always react the moment Time
and Sequences of Events do not align/meet as I anticipated. This reaction would
be either in Patience/Impatience – where I would often find that, even though I
say “I am Patient” – the truth is: “I am patiently, impatiently waiting”. Therefore,
with keeping things practical – projecting my day into/as all possible outcomes
and to simply re-align myself / re-position myself within Time and Sequences of
Events: gives me the ability to decide who
I am in relationship to time and in relationship to sequences of events.
Herein, I direct myself within and as Time and Sequences of Events and remain
stable within this directive principle. If I were to react to Time and
Sequences of Events – in this separation, I cannot direct myself, time and
sequences of events, because I am so busy in my Mind with emotions/feelings
that I cannot see any practical solutions.
I commit myself to show how – letting go of the
emotional/feeling reactions of Patience / Impatience: allows me to see
practical solutions in relation to my world/reality, such as with Time and
Sequences of events - where I do not need emotional/feeling reactions to be
able to function / live and direct/take
responsibility for who I am in relationship to my world/reality. If I had
accepted and allowed myself to remain within the emotional/feeling reactions of
Patience / Impatience: I would never have seen this practical solution to my
relationship with Time and Sequences of Events. Therefore, I commit myself to
always – when I am confronted with the unpredictable in relation to Time and
Sequences of Events not aligning as I had initially predicted: to ensure I
stabilize myself, having no emotional/feeling reactions - but instead find
solutions so that I can direct myself in my world with time and sequences of
events and not be controlled by my emotional/feeling
reactions in the Mind.
I commit to assist and support myself to – when and as I in
a moment find I even start going into an emotional/feeling reaction in relation
to time and sequences of events, apply preventative measures as I know myself
and my relationship to reactions so well already, that: the moment I accept and
allow the energy to rise within my Mind and Body, it very quickly takes over.
Therefore, I need to in a moment be here, be physical, stabilize myself with
and as Breathing to ensure I move my awareness into and as the physical to not
accept/allow myself to get caught up in the emotions/feelings and immediately
move my attention to formulate a practical solution to the changes in time and
sequences of events. Therefore, I commit myself to – when and as I start
physically feeling the sensation of energy rising up in my solar plexus –
before it becomes overwhelming, already in that moment apply breathing,
speaking the commit statement aloud / aloud within myself as: “I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to in this moment want to go into
energy. I commit myself to breathe, stabilize myself right here, right now and
establish a practical solution instead” – and then I immediately establish a
solution once I in that moment released the energy and stabilized into/as the body.
I commit myself to show how such practical application in
relation to Time
and Sequences of Events – where we would often react, becomes an awesome test-ground
to direct oneself in relation to emotions/feelings; to not give in, but instead
remain stable in the physical and practise becoming the directive principle of
oneself within and without. In this process, one then stop and change the
tendency of the mind’s emotions/feelings to direct oneself / the situation at
hand – which only produce more internal and external conflict. Whereas, with
directing the emotions/feelings, stabilizing in the physical and clearing one’s
awareness to assess reality / the situation effectively – here on formulate and
have the power to direct one’s world/reality into liveable, practical
solutions. Therefore, I commit myself to assist and support myself to utilize
these moments of reactions to Time and Sequences of events to PRACTISE me
stabilizing myself into the physical through stopping participation in
emotions/feelings and learn what it means to actually direct oneself/one’s
world / sequences of events with Awareness – instead of through
emotional/feeling reactions in the Mind/Consciousness.
I commit myself to see/realise/understand that this process
will take practise – but, I commit myself to dedicate myself to this practical
application process and decision to stop and change my emotional/feeling
reactions to time and sequences of events, as I see/realise/understand that
this will also assist/support with strengthening my resolve in other endeavours
of stopping/changing my relationship to emotional/feeling reactions and instead
EXPRESS
who I am through/as the Physical; therefore, walking the process of
reaction to self-expression.
In this next post, we’ll continue with exploring how the
emotional/feeling reactions of Impatience/Patience to Time and sequences of
events change to Self Expression in the Physical and what Self Expression will
emerge with stopping/changing such reactions.
