How Bad can what
comes Naturally be?: DAY 5
The Desteni of Living
– Utmost Potential (Part 5)
The Principle of
Realising and Living my Utmost Potential
In this post and posts to come, I am discussing what
‘Realising and Living my Utmost Potential’ practically means – through showing
how I have (and still do) live and realise this Principle.
STEP 1: Recognizing my
own Potential (Self Forgiveness)
In the next post I
will continue with the second dimension that opened up while watching The Lorax
movie and then bring all the knowledge and information I shared thus far into
practical living examples for you to be able to more practically comprehend how
and why this process of change takes time, patience and discipline.
“How bad can I be?
I'm just doing what comes naturally.”
http://www.metrolyrics.com/how-bad-can-i-be-lyrics-ed-helms-the-lorax-singers.html
In The Lorax movie, a character sings the above-mentioned
song. To understand the context of the song, would really suggest watching the
movie to also understand the context in which I will be placing the words of
the song within this process we’re walking in relation to Utmost Potential.
The words / statement within the song that stood out for me
was: “How bad can I be? I'm just doing what comes naturally.”
I looked at myself in the beginning of my process and did
not for myself see any ‘reason’ to personally change. Even though my mind and
my life was difficult / challenging – I in NO way had any IDEA
the extent to which ‘who I am’ in thought, word and deed was in fact affecting
and so creating my relationship to my physical body and so with people in
general. In my life, I felt like a leaf being blown into any and all directions
– so, I was directionless, irresponsible, powerless and above-all…I felt
helpless, as though who I was / everything that I experienced was simply in the
hands of ‘fate’…I was merely just ‘walking my life, walking me and that’s all
there is to it’. So, to me – who/how I was: this is who/how I’ve always been…“naturally”.
Meaning, it was not only in my ‘present’ – when I was 18 / 19 years old that I
felt directionless, irresponsible, powerless and helpless, but looking back
into my past – I was in fact making the statement that I am powerless
/ helpless to change myself / my life in any way, because I was not to blame
for who I had become, how I was living and what I was doing with my life up to
that point. It was the feeling of standing on a tight-rope – me standing in the
centre, my past not being ‘my fault’ and my future also then not being ‘my
fault / my responsibility’ – because who/how I was in the present, ‘I was not
responsible for’ and because I felt powerless, helpless in my relationship to
the past, I so felt this way n the present and so would feel this way about my
future.
So, because of these dimensions…and obviously so much more,
I simply accepted and believed that who I am is my ‘fate’, ‘cemented’…like, ‘this
is it’. But, when I was introduced to the process of writing, self forgiveness –
I initially didn’t write as much, but immediately started living it, applying
it – in moments assessing my thoughts / emotions,
taking that step back, applying forgiveness within myself / out loud and then
changing myself…slowly but surely a ‘fire’ started rising within me…like, I
started wanting more for myself, I started wanting more for myself out of life,
I wanted to better myself in who I am within thought,
word and deed…I actually wanted the responsibility for who/how I was in
thought, word and deed. Because, with walking my process – I started empowering
myself with realising I can change and with change – affect / influence and so
direct my relationships with others and my life in general. Realising, knowing
and living this…is and has been awesome.
And so, within my process – obviously with walking writing, self forgiveness
and then the actual self change in moments and from there when the Portalling opened – I realised
that who / how I was…was NOT ‘Natural’, it was never a ‘this is it’, cemented, ‘lost-in-the-hands-of-fate’
situation – but that we only think/believe it’s ‘natural’, because it
apparently ‘comes naturally’ when you look at how thoughts and emotions comes up
within you. When in fact, it doesn’t happen ‘naturally’ – your thoughts and
emotions are programmed into an automated SYSTEM as the Mind Consciousness System
that functions based on external and internal stimuli that activates the
input-output mechanism, which determines accordingly who you are in moments and
what you live. So, this is also what we do through the Portalling
with interviews available on EQAFE, through DIP Lite, through DIP Pro: showing you what your MIND in
fact is, how your REAL NATURAL AWARENESS had been suppressed / repressed and
how to access and eventually LIVE your REAL SELF.
Therefore, the point I’d like to make within this post is to
primarily understand, as I have and so many others – that: who/what you are now
in relation to the Mind is not ‘natural’…but ‘automated’; we’ve become organic
robots instead of LIVING BEINGS and for anyone that can relate to this
experience of yourself, where you can’t even conceive of self change and the
empowerment that self-responsibility can bring to you within yourself and your
life – I would really suggest investigating Desteni, EQAFE, DIP Lite and DIP
Pro…where you can SHOW YOURSELF and so SEE for YOURSELF how what you have
always believed yourself to be…was never natural / real / true and that you can
realise so much more about yourself and life if you’d start becoming the SEED
of SELF-POTENTIAL.
Will continue more in the next post…
