From Fighting time to Walking with Time (Part Two)

From Fighting time to Walking with Time (Part Two)

Who I am as Patience (continued)

Self-Commitment Statements (continued)

I commit myself to show how – this change in the relationship to Time and Sequences of Events: consists of practical solutions that allow me to change and direct myself in reality. Previously: I would always react the moment Time and Sequences of Events do not align/meet as I anticipated. This reaction would be either in Patience/Impatience – where I would often find that, even though I say “I am Patient” – the truth is: “I am patiently, impatiently waiting”. Therefore, with keeping things practical – projecting my day into/as all possible outcomes and to simply re-align myself / re-position myself within Time and Sequences of Events: gives me the ability to decide who I am in relationship to time and in relationship to sequences of events. Herein, I direct myself within and as Time and Sequences of Events and remain stable within this directive principle. If I were to react to Time and Sequences of Events – in this separation, I cannot direct myself, time and sequences of events, because I am so busy in my Mind with emotions/feelings that I cannot see any practical solutions.

I commit myself to show how – letting go of the emotional/feeling reactions of Patience / Impatience: allows me to see practical solutions in relation to my world/reality, such as with Time and Sequences of events - where I do not need emotional/feeling reactions to be able to function / live and direct/take responsibility for who I am in relationship to my world/reality. If I had accepted and allowed myself to remain within the emotional/feeling reactions of Patience / Impatience: I would never have seen this practical solution to my relationship with Time and Sequences of Events. Therefore, I commit myself to always – when I am confronted with the unpredictable in relation to Time and Sequences of Events not aligning as I had initially predicted: to ensure I stabilize myself, having no emotional/feeling reactions - but instead find solutions so that I can direct myself in my world with time and sequences of events and not be controlled by my emotional/feeling reactions in the Mind.

I commit to assist and support myself to – when and as I in a moment find I even start going into an emotional/feeling reaction in relation to time and sequences of events, apply preventative measures as I know myself and my relationship to reactions so well already, that: the moment I accept and allow the energy to rise within my Mind and Body, it very quickly takes over. Therefore, I need to in a moment be here, be physical, stabilize myself with and as Breathing to ensure I move my awareness into and as the physical to not accept/allow myself to get caught up in the emotions/feelings and immediately move my attention to formulate a practical solution to the changes in time and sequences of events. Therefore, I commit myself to – when and as I start physically feeling the sensation of energy rising up in my solar plexus – before it becomes overwhelming, already in that moment apply breathing, speaking the commit statement aloud / aloud within myself as: “I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in this moment want to go into energy. I commit myself to breathe, stabilize myself right here, right now and establish a practical solution instead” – and then I immediately establish a solution once I in that moment released the energy and stabilized into/as the body.

I commit myself to show how such practical application in relation to Time and Sequences of Events – where we would often react, becomes an awesome test-ground to direct oneself in relation to emotions/feelings; to not give in, but instead remain stable in the physical and practise becoming the directive principle of oneself within and without. In this process, one then stop and change the tendency of the mind’s emotions/feelings to direct oneself / the situation at hand – which only produce more internal and external conflict. Whereas, with directing the emotions/feelings, stabilizing in the physical and clearing one’s awareness to assess reality / the situation effectively – here on formulate and have the power to direct one’s world/reality into liveable, practical solutions. Therefore, I commit myself to assist and support myself to utilize these moments of reactions to Time and Sequences of events to PRACTISE me stabilizing myself into the physical through stopping participation in emotions/feelings and learn what it means to actually direct oneself/one’s world / sequences of events with Awareness – instead of through emotional/feeling reactions in the Mind/Consciousness.

I commit myself to see/realise/understand that this process will take practise – but, I commit myself to dedicate myself to this practical application process and decision to stop and change my emotional/feeling reactions to time and sequences of events, as I see/realise/understand that this will also assist/support with strengthening my resolve in other endeavours of stopping/changing my relationship to emotional/feeling reactions and instead EXPRESS who I am through/as the Physical; therefore, walking the process of reaction to self-expression.

In this next post, we’ll continue with exploring how the emotional/feeling reactions of Impatience/Patience to Time and sequences of events change to Self Expression in the Physical and what Self Expression will emerge with stopping/changing such reactions.

Sequence of Events vs. Time

Sequence of Events vs. Time

 

Who I am as Patience (continued)

In the next post, we’ll continue exploring this relationship to TIME – how the relationship between Patience, Impatience and Time in the Mind has been programmed – when physical reality in fact moves through ‘sequences of events’ that we measure with “time” in relation to clocks / seconds / minutes / hours. But, what happens with the activation / trigger of the REACTIONS of patience / impatience is that: our Mind focuses on the mechanism we use to measure space and time sequences of events and we don’t often take a lot of factors in reality into consideration when we react in Impatience.

Writing (continued)

What I have realised is that the following equation creates reactions of Impatience / Patience - as follows:

Time (seconds, minutes, hours) + Event = Reactions of Patience/Impatience. Meaning: we often when waiting for something / someone – would look at the time and/or we before-hand projected the amount of time something / someone will be taking; and when it doesn’t happen within the given time - we react in Impatience and/or (lol) we ‘keep calm and patient’ for as long as we can possibly hold out.

So, what is definitive here is that – the reactions of Patience and Impatience is in relation to how we in the Mind connect sequences of events to seconds, minutes and/or hours. Not realising how, for most of the time with waiting for things/people – there is a lot in the reality sequence of events we may not have taken into consideration which leads to the sequence of events moving slower and thus taking up more time as seconds, minutes and hours.

But, with Time (seconds, minutes and hours) existing in our Mind – we often tend to let such time-calculation take precedence over considering how long sequences of events may take / play out in this real world / reality. Then, we look at reality movement as sequences of events through time-movement (seconds, minutes, hours) in the MIND and this will obviously cause reactions within us as we’re trying to take reality / sequences of events and ‘fit it into’ ‘time movement in the mind’ within seconds, minutes and hours. Instead of looking through the eyes of reality FIRST, the sequences of events and then accordingly determining the time it would take – taking into consideration that there may be MANY variables that one may not be able to predict with fitting sequences of events into time; and with that consideration: one should be able to meet up with a person / prepare for an event with realising that if/as sequences of events do not play out according to time – one simply remain stable / re-asses the new time-frame and continue practically walking the physical in self-stability.

So here, the equation then changes to Sequences of Events + Event/Person = Having the ability to reassess the time-frame as a solution to the change in sequences of events/time and remain stable within self. It’s interesting then with having a look at both equations and how much the starting point will then determine the end-result / ‘answer’. Let’s have a look at the two equations again:

Time (seconds, minutes, hours) + Event = Reactions of Patience/Impatience

Sequences of Events + Event/Person = Having the ability to reassess the time-frame as a solution to the change in sequences of events/time and remain stable within self

In the first equation, with having Time as the starting point within our Minds and we try and take the Event and ‘force it into time’ – more often than not, the event takes longer than anticipated and so we react, because our external real reality didn’t play out accordingly to our internal mind-reality’s projection. We’d react because we initially believed our Mind Reality’s Time assessment MORE than Physical Reality’s sequences of events, we placed MIND over MATTER and so we’re react in/as our Minds.

However, within the second equation – with having sequences of events as the starting point and us being aligned within Physical Reality – we can move WITH physical reality, in equality and oneness. Meaning, we assess the time-frame for sequences of events, with taking into consideration the unpredictable / contingencies that may step forth and then we start walking a point in real-time so that: if/as something does happen – we simply re-calibrate the time-frame, re-establish our relationship to reality. In this, self remains here, stable, in reality and moving with the sequences of events and time frame within that – in this process, there is no need for reactions of Impatience / Patience.

So, the point we then have to look at is: if one can simply walk within stability, in real-time, in relation to events / appointments with seeing/realising and understanding how the starting-point of Time is what created the reactions of Patience and Impatience: how does this then change our relationship to the words? Do these words then only exist because we had created Time in our Minds and sometimes tried to force it onto physical reality, which lead to producing the reactions of Patience/Impatience? How can we then use Patience and Impatience practically / constructively where they do not become points we use to react within, but assist and support us within our Practical Living in our day-to-day experiences?

We’ll continue with the Self Forgiveness process in the next post, expanding more on the two equations above with regards to how to see one’s relationship to reality through the eyes of the physical and not through the eyes of Time – and what this practically entails in our day-to-day living.

Patience and Time (Part 2)

Patience and Time (Part 2)

Who I am as Patience (continued)

Self Forgiveness:

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have defined the words Patience and Impatience in relation to Time and substantiated the words Patience and Impatience with/as emotional/feeling energy – in so-doing, not seeing/realising and understanding how I have limited myself in relationship to the words as existing within/being tied to Time and Positive/Negative Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the Nature of this self-imposed Limitation in relation to Patience/Impatience being defined in relation to Time and substantiated with emotional/feeling energy where: Every moment I am faced with Time – I will automatically REACT in either Patience as positive energy or Impatience as negative energy. In this, I in fact disempower and so limit myself in relation to time within this Physical Reality through my Mind/Consciousness reaction of Patience/Impatience – which means, Time-itself has power over me, Patience/Impatience has power over me – because Time, Patience and Impatience changes who I am in a moment of interaction within/as physical reality.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I am not self-aware in moments where I react in Patience/Impatience and/or where Impatience build to such an extent that it discharge within my Mind and Body – because this relationship to time is already an existent-program within my Mind that will just automatically activate and essentially instruct me to either React in Patience/Impatience – where, predominantly, I find that I am reacting in Impatience and will most of the time have the Impatience take over/possess my mind/body/being and control/change who I am/how I am in/as such moments.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise and understand how I have defined/substantiated the words Patience/Impatience within/as emotional (negative) and feeling (positive) energy – where I have an EXPERIENCE in relation to the words and the experience gets triggered/activated within my MIND, the Mind within/as which I have conveniently programmed words with definitions/energies so that all I have to do when an events takes place in my external world/reality is “follow the energy / become the energy” and so I create an experience of myself in moments of interacting in my physical world/with others.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to within this see/realise/understand how these experiences only takes places IN MY MIND – and from my Mind will then flow through / into creation within my physical body and so determine my thoughts/words/deeds. So, it’s like the words Patience/Impatience are individual entities/forces in my Mind – ‘waiting to come out and take over’ my Mind/Body. So the question within this is: where am I within this all? Where is my self-awareness if all that I am doing is ‘channelling’ words and their energies / experiences through my Mind and into/as my Body?

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that with having a look at how the words Patience/Impatience more belongs to the ENERGY it produce within my Mind and the fact that the words functions as Reactions to my external environment: that I have to investigate / have a look at who I am as the words Impatience and Patience without the energy, and without limiting it to ONLY TIME, but how the words can assist/support me within and as my practical living process in/as this real physical world.

In the next post, we’re continue exploring this relationship to TIME – how the relationship between Patience, Impatience and Time in the Mind has been programmed – when physical reality in fact moves through ‘sequences of events’ that we measure with “time” in relation to clocks / seconds / minutes / hours. But, what happens with the activation / trigger of the REACTIONS of patience / impatience is that: our Mind focuses on the mechanism we use to measure space and time sequences of events and we don’t often take a lot of factors in reality into consideration when we react in Impatience.