Patience and Time (Part 1)

Patience and Time (Part 1)

Who I am as Patience (continued)

We’ll continue more in the next post with investigating Impatience – especially in relation to how Impatience and also Patience is defined in relation to “time” within our Minds, when there is in fact much more involved within/as Patience /Impatience when it comes to how we define it/live it within our Minds, through our Physical Bodies into creation within/as our Physical World/Reality.

Writing (continued)

Let’s have a look at some questions: How can I practically live Patience? How can I define Patience in such a way that it has a structure/foundation within its definition so that I can implement it in my day-to-day living?

The reason I am asking these questions is because: I can define Impatience for myself – it has a definitive mental and physical reference/experience. However, with Patience – all I at this stage can define it as, is: “being calm/steady when waiting and to not become Impatient”. So, what I have looked at regarding the current definition of Patience is that: Impatience is a circle and out of that circle – another circle emerge, which would be Patience. Thus, Patience flows out of Impatience. But, what I have found within this relationship of Impatience and Patience being interconnected is that they create a Polarity: to be ‘Patient’ one first has to go through Impatience.

Therefore, we have created an emotional and feeling / negative and positive polarity-relationship to Patience and Impatience – with Patience the positive-feeling and Impatience the negative-emotion. With understanding how the Mind Consciousness System operate/function – Polarities always balances each other out. So, as long as Patience and Impatience is connected to emotions/feelings as positive/negative energy in the Mind, is exists as a polarity in the Mind and with that – a polarity that will always try and balance itself out. When you start with Impatience – reacting emotionally in/as Impatience, then you can balance that emotional/negative reaction with Patience as a ‘positive feeling’ that takes over the Mind and Body and then one ‘settle for a moment’. Or, at times – it doesn’t ‘balance out’ from Impatience to Patience and the Impatience reactions/emotional state in the Mind and Body continues building until it ‘discharges’ in the Mind and the Body and one act/speak/exert the accumulated energy out into the world/onto another person.

The next question within this is: does Impatience and Patience then really in fact exist? Meaning, if we look ‘beyond’ the words, into/as through the words and what they actually consist of/exist as – it’s more about the ENERGY, the emotions/feelings that the words produce through our Minds; than the words in fact being practical living principles that assist/support us in our day-to-day living interactions/experiences.

Have a look: If we have defined Impatience and Patience in relation to “time” – and limited the definition of Impatience/Patience in relation to time as well as locking the words into/as emotional/feeling energy; when an external event happens in relation to Time, it will thus ‘trigger / activate’ Impatience, which will trigger/activate the emotional/negative energy that will then lead us to either build/accumulate the reaction and take it out on others/our world and have the energy discharge. Or we’ll ‘band aid’ the emotional reaction through jumping to the positive polarity / feeling energy of/as Patience and then in the Mind and Body ‘settle down for a moment’. But, the thing is: another occasion will manifest in our worlds where we will react to Time – either in the positive/negative as Patience/Impatience and the entire cycle will then repeat. We’re not seeing/realising/understanding how words have come to belong to the Mind – where within/behind words are emotional/feeling energy: instead of Self Awareness. Instead of the words being integrated into/as our Awareness into Physical Practical Living that in fact Produce/Create an experience/relationships that enrich ourselves/our lives and that of others – words have been integrated into/as the Mind/Consciousness and exist within a self-serving nature, as the emotions/feelings only produce a reaction within ourselves, and do not serve to benefit our life/living and relationship to others.

So, now we have to look at the following structure:

We have time as One Circle at the top – with two circles connected to the Initial Circle: the Circle on the left represents Impatience and the Circle on the right represents Patience. With the Impatience filled with negative energy and the Patience filled with positive energy – all tied to the definition/relationship of Time. So, in these relationships of words/energies in relationship to our external environment: every moment ‘Time’ is triggered within our worlds in relation to Patience/Impatience – out comes the energy-reactions, both of which only benefit ourselves and/or create consequence in our world in relationship to others.

So, what does it mean, then – to remove the emotional/feeling energy charges and integrate the words Impatience/Patience into/as Self-Aware Living?

This we’ll continue with in the next post

Who I am as Patience (Part Two)

Who I am as Patience (Part Two)

Self-Forgiveness: Investigating and taking Self-Responsibility for what I have accepted and allowed in/as my relationship to Impatience – be able to empower myself / gift myself with the ability to change me

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to ever question / investigate what I am in fact doing to myself, my physical body in moments when I react in Impatience with the extent to which my body tenses-up / stresses / my heart-rate escalating / my breathing becoming faster and a general uncomfortable physical-experience emerging within and as me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in such moments, always try and ‘get myself out of the situation / move myself away from the person’ that I blame for my Impatience-reaction and have always used such blame towards something/someone and me moving away/getting away from the person/situation as the ‘remedy’ for/as my Impatience. Instead of seeing/realising/understanding that: a Situation in itself / Person themselves cannot in any means create Impatience / the reaction and physical experience thereof inside me. I am creating it myself, participating within it myself and so bearing the consequences of it myself in and as my own body.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how within and as Impatience, the longer I accept and allow myself to participate in it in my Mind and stay inside it within my Mind – the more emotions adds up, such as anger / frustration / irritation – which I usually project/blame to/towards something/someone else as being the cause/source/origin for the Impatience in my Mind. Not seeing/realising/understanding the commonsense within and as this: how in any way can an external person/situation implant Impatience into my mind, my body – if it is only me, as the mind in/as my own body???

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how – in moments of Impatience, I am so much more preoccupied with the emotion and what thoughts/backchat/projections in my Mind the emotions produces: that I in that moment do not see/feel and is so not aware of what this energy/emotion of/as Impatience is in fact doing to/as my physical body. That I have not in such moments considered the physical body’s position within/as this emotion I am producing through the Mind/Consciousness in/as my own Physical Body.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – in moments of Impatience, the relationship to blame/projection in my thoughts/imagination/backchat takes precedence over my awareness, my physical body; where I am so busy reacting and blaming – I do not notice who I in fact become in such moments and how consequential my thoughts/imagination/backchat can be in my mind with blaming/projecting my Impatience onto/towards another/a situation.

Where, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise and understand that: blaming/projecting my Impatience I create in my own Mind – is not a solution to the point/problem I am facing in a real physical moment/interaction/scenario. All that blame/projection within/as Impatience and all other emotional-reactions that comes up does – is compromise me, my body and so my relationship/potential relationship with another if/as I take out my Impatience I created onto another in word/deed and actually domino-effect more consequence into the physical world/relationship with others.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I domino-effect my acceptances/allowances in my own Mind into/as creating consequences within/as my physical world/reality; where: The first domino starts with the Impatience, and then I build the next domino where I start reacting to the emotional-energy of impatience with all sorts of thoughts/imaginations/backchats that spiral out of control – and with every thought and emotional-reaction that continues, I lay more and more and more dominoes – lining them all up within and as me. Until eventually – this force of/as emotional-energy builds to such an extent in the body – that I exert it out to/towards the person/situation I blamed / projected the reactions I created in my own Mind onto/towards; and then the dominos all start falling into/as/towards the physical world/reality when/as I speak/act-out my own creation of reactions/thought processes within/as my Mind.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how it is that it is in fact all ‘me, myself and I’ ONLY that is responsible for the Impatience I experience in the Mind and the Body – and how I have not seen one instance when I became Impatient, that it in any way ‘solved’ the situation/relationship to the other person: but to only create emotional reactions in my Mind and consequences for others in my world/reality.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to ever investigate/question: why it is that I always go into this reaction of Impatience towards people/situations in moments – and that this is an existent repetitive-pattern/-habit that I participate within/as; where I have never considered ‘another way’ / ‘different way’ as Solution for ‘who I am’ when I am faced with moments/interactions that do not turn out as I had planned/predicted.

We’ll continue more in the next post with investigating Impatience – especially in relation to how Impatience and also Patience is defined in relation to “time” within our Minds, when there is in fact much more involved within/as Patience /Impatience when it comes to how we define it/live it within our Minds, through our Physical Bodies into creation within/as our Physical World/Reality.

Who I am as Patience

From this Post within this Blog – I will post Writing, Self Forgiveness and Self Commitment Statements as I explore the current nature and so living condition(ing) of ourselves as words. This means: how it is that we define words in the mind and how this accordingly determines our nature / ‘who we are’ that we then live through our actions, which in turn creates ourselves and so our life/living experience.

What one will find within these posts is an exploration into the quantum-dimensions of Consciousness/the Mind and its relationship to the Physical Body. This means: seeing/realising/understanding the extent to which Consciousness in fact affect/influence the Physical Body and this particular relationship we’re going to explore through words.

Who I am as Patience

Writing: Investigating the Relationship to Patience and Impatience

Many reading the word Patience may not be able to relate to it as much as the word Impatience. However, even in the word Impatience exist the Solution through a simple shift in perception, through a simple shift of looking at the word differently as follows: I’mPatience / I am Patience. But what does it mean to be Patience, to live Patience?

I have in my personal process found definitive physical signs for when I become Impatient: lots of sighing, starting to shake my legs up and down, looking around a lot, heart-rate escalating, breathing becoming short and fast etc. It’s like Impatience becomes this entity wriggling inside your body yelling “move, move, move, move, move!!!” and you have no power to ‘calm it down’, so to speak. What I also noticed in addition to the physical-signs is that my Mind in such moments moves REALLY FAST, where the thoughts can speed through the Conscious Mind in a flash.

For oneself, I would suggest having a look at what happens when you become Impatient – but do a real-time self-experiment where: the moment a situation arrive that usually triggers Impatience, observe what happens to the body, how does the physical body respond/react to impatience? Then also observe how fast the thoughts move in the Mind – it’s like our entire internal-reality SPEEDS UP in contradiction to the slow, but sure/certain space-time movement of physical reality. Like a part of us within us wants to MOVE, but another part in the physical knows we have to STAY/WAIT and so we create this split within ourselves that accordingly create the reaction of ‘Impatience’ – this energetic surge within our Minds and our Physical Bodies as this split within ourselves is torn between WAITING and MOVING.

What I have also observed in such moments is the following: we usually move through the Mind in the Physical – meaning, we’re always busy with thoughts/thinking/reacting/imagining that we don’t realise how little we in fact move within the space-time continuum of physical reality. This shown with how little we are aware of our breath / breathing – where we leave that to the ‘physical dimension’ of our existence, automate it through the physical body and then most of the ‘time’: we’re automatically running in the quantum energy dimensions of our mind/consciousness; existing in two worlds ‘space time of physical reality’ and ‘quantum time of consciousness’. Where, such moment of ‘Impatience’ are actually moments where we come face-to-face with space and time, face-to-face with the movement of Physical Reality – but we’re not able to ‘handle it’, because of being used to the quantum time / fast-paced movement of our minds – thoughts/thinking/reacting/imagining that creates the illusion of everything happening ‘now, now, now’. Whereas, in physical reality: things move through sequences of events where one is dependent on others / other things to get things moving in the physical, but in the mind – we’re only dependent on our own thoughts/imaginations/reactions – that moves REALLY FAST.

The consequence of impatience, though – does not only extend to the fact that we individually experience it in our minds/bodies: we more often than not take out our ‘impatience-frustration’ on others and with that – don’t realise the effect the energy has on our physical bodies. How this one energy can change our heart-rate / breathing and physical tension/stress in moments. This has an impact on the general ‘health / condition’ of the physical body the more and more it’s exposed to such an energy over time.

In the next post, I will walk the Self Forgiveness process – opening up more dimensions of our relationship to Impatience, to see/realise/understand the difference between Patience as a “feeling” and what it would mean to in fact Live Patience in the physical. Where Patience and the living thereof – will initially only be a ‘stepping stone’ Living Word to assist/support oneself into physical space-time equality and oneness – that one’s awareness always moves within the reality that is real as the Physical, and not in separation as the illusionary reality which is the Mind/Consciousness quantum time dimensions/existence.